Why can't I hold onto anything that long Anything that's good to me? No I just let it go, I'm losing control I'm falling apart at the seams You say I can't be there for you But I say how can I be there for you When I can't be there for myself One more time around Cause this is the last round Just line them all up in a row Yeah it all ends tonight So don't put up a fight I hate it to end but I know You say I can't be there for you But I say how can I be there for you When I can't be there for myself I am dying on the inside I'm black and rotten I am rotten to the core And I let myself slip And this can't be right What has happened to my life? It's happened far too many times And I want to turn out the light I pick up the pieces and put them together But none of this makes sense to me Is this really who I am? Guess I don't give a damn There's nobody that can change me You say I can't be there for you But I say how can I be there for you When I can't be there for myself I am dying on the inside I'm black and rotten I am rotten to the core And I let myself slip And this can't be right What has happened to my life? It's happened far too many times And I want to turn out the light