I don't feel confident anymore The rain is messing up my hair but what do I care for Cause it won't make a difference They won't see me different I'm tired of watching love fall through a screen Sit alone in my room and question everything Cause I wanna know how my story ends And I feel lost and start to lose control My world stops cause I may never know How it feels to be wanted by someone I see the clouds forming over my head And I feel the pain all over again Suffocated by the thunder I look into the sky and I Let it pour down on me Let it rain Let it wash away my smile I think I'm going insane Let it drench my soul It's already heavy What can I do when I'm trying to love but this life won't let me Now I'm sitting in a puddle of my problems Somehow I'm sinking deeper I don't know how to solve them I'm running out of breath, but that's okay So I just need to find a way to slow down I feel like I'm falling but I don't want to drown But just as I reach the surface I see the clouds forming over my head And I feel the pain all over again Suffocated by the thunder I look into the sky and I Let it pour down on me Let it rain Let my wash away my smile I think I'm going insane Let it drench my soul It's already heavy What can I do when I'm trying to love but this life won't let me Let it pour down on me Let it rain Let my feelings wash away so I don't feel the pain Let it pour down on me Let it rain Let it wash away my smile I think I'm going insane Let it drench my soul It's already heavy What can I do when I'm trying to love but this life won't let me