Clear the waspnest in my head thousands of voices that want me dead Grotesque parade, barrage of buzz, shattered tikis, a monument of ash Blunt ritual dealing blows, a wasp factory built in the hope Somehow this hurt makes me stronger Never mothers little girl, ashamed to live, cursed at birth Somehow this hurt makes me stronger The skin it is relentless, chronic, I want to distract with Anything to occupy, running, rambling: This is your body, this is your body Blunt ritual dealing blows, a wasp factory built in the hope Somehow this hurt makes me stronger Never mothers little girl, ashamed to live, cursed at birth Somehow this hurt makes me stronger