For the longest time I let it get the best of me For the longest time I let it get the best of me The feelings of being a watcher stolen from my life No motivation ‘Grateful for salvation’ Ripped from my mind Like a child, I felt so lost Not pulling my own weight To the point of self-loathing Not pulling my own weight Feeling of disgust (feeling of disgust) For the longest time I let it get the best of me Under these circumstances I present self-sacrifice Holding on to what I know is true to me Feeling of disgust I will cast you out In the name of Christ Feeling of disgust I will cast you out In the name of Christ I declare healing in the name of Christ Demon’s holds, loosen binds I will not be captured by these mortal lies I will not be captured by these mortal ties I declare healing in the name of Christ Demon’s holds, loosen binds I will not be captured by these mortal lies I will not be captured by these mortal ties For the longest time I let it get the best of me For the longest time I let it get the best of me