Hitting rock bottom again today The courage of the conscience pulling us far away Led to pastures astray Finding solace in the final days Carry me This momentary grey Will serve to induce grief In form of ecstasy Mercilessly It's taking hold (taking hold) I swear it's not me As I lose control (I lose control) I know this hurts more than you dare let show With hearts wide open And words unspoken Don't let go Desperation is growing to rebuild this security Is the great unknown quickly becoming our new home? Carry me far from our darker days Foundations feel like they're rotting away Endlessly I fail this fleeting fight Spiral towards a cancer deep inside But I know there's so much more So lift me up just once more Mercilessly It's taking hold (taking hold) I swear it's not me As I lose control (I lose control) I know this hurts more than you dare let show With hearts wide open And words unspoken If I'm to believe this life has a greater meaning A fated being Consider the ways of a man hellbent on repeating So strike me down shall I fall Yet lift me up through it all Steadfast Remain standing Embers will burn tall