I let you down, screwed up again, Couldn't hold out until the bitter end This time i really thought i'd be fine One more chance for me to make up my mind I didn't try because i didn't care Missed opportunities all were there I knew it all but i just couldn't see Let down is all i know and all i'll be Why do i listen to what they say? When nothing ever goes my way I see the fiction before the fact Now i know there's no turning back Now i know, now i see But is it too late for me? I never wanted to captain the side Won't be the medal you wear with pride So many things that you can't have So many ways for me to make you sad I don't care about the words you said I've forgotten wishing i was dead The time has come to make my own way Failure is a word i still won't pay