What will it truly feel like to die? Will I stop feeling this emptiness in my soul? What will it mean to feel at peace? Will I someday no longer feel this pain? I'm tired of this pain Please end my suffering I'd beg for just one day not to be anymore I can't stand this anymore, but do I have to keep going? Why have the roses around me died? Why am I the only one who keeps suffering? In paradise, will I stop feeling this shit in my heart? What will become of me if I don't wake up again?