I'm driving fast with my eyes closed I let you take the wheel Will we get to our destination Or will you steer us into the other lane The rush, the thrill of not knowing I gently open my lips and say I will let you lead me into hell If that would mean I would be with you Not realizing that later on That would be the same fucking thing she despised me for Maybe we could walk through fire before we say goodbye And when we reach the other side I swear we’ll both be fine But don’t talk to me like a stranger on the sidewalk passing by Cause in your touch it feels like heaven But all alone it feels like fire Push me to the edge to see if I’ll swim or sink Or tighten my grip I need control of how I think I pushed off for years what really mattered smoking down memories Just left of those scattered with only hope left to find salvation In the worlds disgrace You asked to see the lord of all creation But the light never comes here nothing ever shines for this place Meet me off the deep end We never fell in love but baby we can pretend This is just as we can leave it Emotions just changed with the seasons And I know this is temporary Only finding hope in what’s necessary Fallen off the pack of back of cemeteries Falling out of love the cold of February Left me shaking Cause I'm stuck in my head off medication And everyone I love is telling me that I’ve been vacant I’ve been getting wasted I don’t think that I can face it Said you love me took my heart right out of my chest And you can break it Maybe we could walk through fire before we say goodbye And when we reach the other side I swear we’ll both be fine But don’t talk to me like a stranger on the sidewalk passing by Cause in your touch it feels like heaven But all alone it feels like fire She was my soulmate My everything My muse My rock in a stormy sea Beauty in itself The reason for waking up in the morning A look that can make you melt A body they would kill for And God how I hated her