Clear My Throat

Let me clear my throat
Let me put it bluntly
I've been on the verge of moving out the country
I've been on the precipice of changing my career plan
Need a new trajectory to change the way I feel, damn
When I made an album back in 2017
Music was a friend to me
Better yet a remedy
Now before I go further
Let me clear the air
I'm aware that I'm bitter and I'm mad and I'm cynical and sad

Guess that's what they mean when they say
That you can't rewrite your past
Even if you wanted to I promise you
Life doesn't work like that
Guess that's what they mean when they say
That you can't rewrite your past
Even if you wanted to I promise you
Life’s gonna get you back

Will you help me walk this road?
It's long and cold
And I don't know where to go
I'm all alone
Gotta get this off my chest
Before I break
'Cause I don't know how much more
That I can take

Let me clear my throat
Let me put it nicely
Seeing the odds of agreeing aren't very likely
Lately I've been feeling like I might be
The only one who sees it like me
I guess that’s understandable man
When you place your livelihood in people
Who you think are your friends
Then you realize
This world is only in it for itself
If you feel like I'm feeling then sing it for yourself

Now that's what they mean when they say
That you can't rewrite your past
Even if you wanted to I promise you
Life’s gonna get you back

Will you help me walk this road?
It's long and cold
And I don't know where to go
I'm all alone
Gotta get this off my chest
Before I break
'Cause I don't know how much more
That I can take
Let me clear my throat

It’s humbling
All my life couldn’t keep myself from stumbling
Time and time again
I guess you got tired of checking in