Well I coulda, shoulda, woulda Done it differently if I had the chance If I had a blueprint well in advance I woulda took the advance and just danced Instead I cut ties and tried to analyze All of my wrongs In every single song I couldn't resolve it felt like I would never evolve And so I quit Gave up on the dream is this it? I'm tearing at the seems as I sit Tryna intervene for a fix Trying reconvene but I'm split Have you ever split? Straight down the middle Maybe a loved one or a friend who was fickle? Someone who let you in for a little Only to cut you out and belittle Little your sense of self Oh hell then the doubt starts to trickle Trickle, trickle, trickle in Then you feel the crippling sensation Of a close tie that's breaking and you can't save it How could I know that All the time that I was gone You wanted me to stay? I know that it was selfish of me That's what rubs me in the harshest way Oh why'd I go away? When you me wanted me to be here Is there something I can say? Just name the price to pay Don't walk away Go ahead now say goodbye And wipe those tears from your eyes That's your pride I know it's frightening There's no one to call When you're falling in silence But open your eyelids Sometimes I Wish that I could feel like I used to When I had a clean slate When I wasn't used to Feeling like I'm used to Feeling like I used you Feeling like you used me Just so I could lose you Life comes in mysterious ways I mean it's funny how it works But it's sad how it plays out What more can I say? I mean I know walked away but for God's sake How could I know that All the time that I was gone You wanted me to stay? I know that it was selfish of me That's what rubs me in the harshest way Oh why'd I go away? When you me wanted me to be here Is there something I can say? Just name the price to pay Don't walk away