My doctor's told me that I had a disease I will slowly fall apart until there's nothing left That looks like me I smiled at people as I walked to my car To call my wife I told her everything the doctor's had said Then we both began to cry She said: Easy can be hard to do Life can be ugly or beautiful and new It's up to me, and it's up to you She said: Heaven isn't hard to see It looks like life with a family In this house that we call home, I will never leave you I take my shots and I walk the walk In every kind of way I look for a balance in the things That get harder every day I'm afraid I will never be the man that I used to be I'm afraid I will never be the man that I want the world to see When it looks at me I know, easy can be hard to do Life can be ugly or beautiful and new It's up to me to do what I have to do I know, heaven isn't hard to see It looks like life with my family and me In this house that we call home I will never leave you alone I will never leave you I will never leave you alone I will never leave you I will never leave you alone I wanna go in my own time I wanna find a brand new loud I wanna feel safe until they put me in the water And the truth comes out Oh, happy can be hard to find The puzzle makes sense when the pieces fall in line I'm teaching myself a new way to live my life I know, easy can be hard to do Life can be ugly or beautiful and new It's up to me to do what I have to do I know, heaven isn't hard to see It looks like life with my family In this house that we call home I will never leave you alone I will never leave you I will never leave you alone I will never leave you I will never leave you alone