There is nothing left to take But I still try to reach Try to swallow it all down Yet I can't seem to breathe Just a single pill of mine Nothing else would suffice I take it in, now I'm alive Now my phone is set on lock And I don't really care There's a tangle and a Knot that I cannot repair I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly I'm trying to hide I say: Hello Then wave: Goodbye See me fall down, let me die here Slowly Nothing goes right, not a trace Of honesty I'm to blame, so I'll remain Black, white, day, night It's all the same See it run down, cut away, no worries Say no more, I can surely say That I've had enough I still refuse to believe Every day would be the same Nothing more; little change If I cared, it would mean nothing It's all such a pain Friendly bonds are so unneeded I don't give a damn A busy life, is what I am Could it be, that family Was a way of escape? Didn't know if it was Right, so I threw it away Couldn't take it anymore I had taken enough So then I hid my need for love Lay me right down, let me sleep I'm restless Cover my eyes, when I'm up I'll finally Fade away Here Today Give me a reason, then I'll stay If I could fly, if for only a moment There wouldn't be, such a need For casualty. I'm alone And that is how it'll be Why does everything I do cause tragedy? Why does everyone I know Keep leaving me here? Why do I feel so empty inside? I only want to die See me fall down, let me die here Slowly Nothing goes right. Not a trace Of honesty I'm to blame, so I'll remain Black, white, day, night It's all the same See it run down, cut away, no worries Say no more, I can surely say that I've had enough I can't remember That very day, that very day, changed me Happiness died, like a light, I carried I'll sleep tonight And hope to finally leave A world which I don't believe A life which I don't need Now, I'll finally be free