If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Yeah, 'cause all we got is our word, right? Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch? If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Yeah, would you still love me? Would you love me? 'Cause that's all I can give Woke up, not sure if I slept, I ain't feeling well Mind racing, I'm sipping on the ZzzQuil Manager cracking down the whip 'cause we need sales Every day is like climbing mountains, feeling like it's hell T see I ain't right, and my girl could tell Should I see somebody and receive help? Started feeling out of body and I'm looking frail Went vegan, trying to get in clothes that they didn't sell Tornado, my whole life was spiraling Started smoking to be social with anxiety Mad Man Tour was the name, what a irony Went hard trying to transcend to the higher me Had it all, but it wasn't satisfying me Always felt I could go harder is what I believed Hope women numb the pain that will always surface Tired of running, so l had to stop to find purpose If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch? If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Yeah, took a whole lifetime to write some shit like this Would you love me? 'Cause that's all I can give But I figured I'll just give it to y'all All the breath left my body where I couldn't move Violated, hand on my private by a bigger dude Seconds felt like forever, really wasn't cool When he seen me 'round the block, he'd smile and laugh As if we had a little secret, and I hated that Thinking 'bout what he did really made me mad Even thought about murder, wanted to kill his ass Told nobody except my cousin One time, he made a joke, but he ain't know nothing I asked God: Why me? Let me know something I like girls, fuck he thought, that nigga on something? As a kid, all this guilt laid up inside of me Couple niggas called us gay 'cause we was designing things I was triggered, and that shit really bothered me Toxic masculinity was building up inside of me So l had to have women in variety This the chip that took me out of poverty I was running from the people and the pain Tryna bury guilt with the fame Everybody here when it's sunny (When it's sunny) Tell me, who gon' love me through the rain? (Who gon' love me?) When it's game, who shall remain? I just hope you never change If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch? If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Would you love me? 'Cause that's all I can give When you give up all your love to me, then I'm gonna make you see That you're worthy, that you're worthy When you give up all your love to me, then I'm gonna make you see That you're worthy, that you're worthy When you give up all your love to me, then I'm gonna make you see That you're worthy, that you're worthy When you give up all your love to me, then I'm gonna make you see That you're worthy, that you're worthy When you give up all your love to me, then I'm gonna make you see That you're worthy, you're worthy