You spoke of how you believed in God but didn’t believe in religion You saw heaven in your sons eyes As you closed yours I’ve learnt that nothing is mine Now I’ve soaked up every shore Never felt more alive My expectations drowned in the tide The dark days aren’t over While you’re looking for closure They’re still looking for you But the darkness might pass over If you’re quiet enough As it does every night As you’re still and watching the world from the outside I’ve been walking alone for a while Thinking about us I’ve gone far and afraid to call out In case I don’t hear your response 10 days adrift, wrote a night of clarity For me Feeling invisible as the wind, whispered to the sea I See words in your pictures, you see pictures in my words Every perfect moment requires a slight uncertainty Like my faith No person should be alone long enough To feel the mirror change I thought I left my heart back there with you But here it is following me And I’m ashamed to say it As you watched a small city unfold So behind its ability to think forward, re-opened your mind To See God in perfect timing Your blessing I’ll lose (need) you for the life I’m chasing I didn’t come back the same I know it, you know it too It’s falling so heavy on you lately Head on my chest but you’ve never felt more alone It takes time to wake up on the right side Oh it’s just a habit I’m breaking for good It’s just another life fazing, good I never felt this pressure Like my wings were spreading I feel no way, feel no way, that’s the devil singing Take your time with me, like it means something And we can talk for for hours and let time listen You’re talking about life like you’ve lived forever She looked into his eyes, until he dreamed about her Running from something And mask it as wisdom But I’ll listen coz I see the truth and in truth It feels nice when you let go It feels wrong, it feels right You know some things You know some things It feels nice when you let go It feels wrong, it feels right You know some things You know some things I’ll lose (need) you for the life I’m chasing I didn’t come back the same I know it, you know it too It’s falling so heavy on you lately Head on your chest but you’ve never felt more alone It takes time, to wake up on the right side Oh it’s just a habit I’m breaking for good It’s just another life fazing, good