I wish I was good enough For Santa Clause is comin' And I haven't been lovin' Myself this year Has been a little rough I will say And I just wanna feel the Best I can on Christmas day! I've been a fucking bitch To myself this year I think it's finally time to Spread some Christmas cheer I feel inspired My heart and soul on fire I'll try my best before I rest 'Cause Santa Clause Is drawing near Ms. Mediocre Sit on my lap Tell me all that you want So my elves can get Your gift wrapped Ms. Mediocre Whisper on my ear And tell me what you Want this year Well, Santa I'll be real I think I'm done with this bit I'm 21 and counting But I'm still a sucker for Christmas shit If your list was still relevant Bitch, I'd be naughty I've been a huge prick to myself And my body is weak It's mental wellness I seek Oh, I miss all my friends That I back to my hometown Miss all the days when the Snow would just fall down Big puffy jackets and Freezing cold air Presents and gifts from the People that care But I'll make the most of What's here today Quit longing the past 'Cause I'll be okay I'll be okay I wish I was good enough For Santa Clause is comin' And I haven't been lovin' Myself this year Has been a little rough I will say And I just wanna feel the Best I can on New Years's day! I've been a fucking bitch To myself this year I think it's finally time to Spread that Holiday cheer I feel inspired My heart and soul on fire I'll try my best before I rest 'Cause friends and familly Are here