There's a parasite living under my skin I try to tear it out, but I'm so over it Shot down by the time I get anywhere Just to please another fake who was never there Fill my bones with pails of sand Take my legs and make me stand Remove my eyes from my face And make me bow in pure disgrace Pull my strings, I'll sing for you Or would you rather me Bend my will and break it too Cause I love the way you make me Kill myself just to live for you Now I'm looking for the next high Bleeding out just to know I'm still alive Goddamn, how I love the punishment Have your way, Cause I'll take what I can get Pull my strings, I'll sing for you Or would you rather me Bend my will and break it too Cause I love the way you make me Kill myself just to live Fill my bones with pails of sand Take my legs and make me stand Remove my eyes from my face And make me bow in pure disgrace Pull my strings, I'll sing for you I'll sing for you Bend my will and break it too Cause I love the way you make me Kill myself just to live for you Kill myself just to live Kill myself just to live for you Now I'm looking for the next high Bleeding out just to know I'm still alive