Time hasn't moved in a while My sister is the only thing that makes me smile She says that I should move on, but you know I can't Saving my tears on a file To show you the damage when you get hostile And I know that I should move on, but I never can And maybe if I was lucky It would just hit me, then I'd be alright But this keeps staying at the front of my mind Destroyed myself to keep your wishes Your scaring tactics never missed And when you think about me like I know you do Remember, I was close to you Forcing me into a silence My attitude was too much, but excuse his violence I was threatened with an army, but I'm just one man Gave you your friends, is this how you thank me? Faking content, everything's how it should be Now I'm a mess, trying to comprehend Though, maybe if I was different, you would've listened Then I'd be alright But this keeps staying at the front of my mind I was in a mental prison It doesn't take some magic vision to see how they broke me And how they made me blue, while I was also close to you I felt like I was going crazy For a year I questioned sanity And I don't wanna see you begging on your knees Whenever you end up like me I try and try to distract myself But I want an eye for an eye 'Cause you put me through hell You made me lose my mind, and at the same time I lost myself But I still wish you well But I still wish you well Hmm, hmm Hmm, hmm, hmm Destroyed myself to keep your wishes Your scaring tactics never missed And when you think about me like I know you do Remember I was close to you Destroyed myself, myself, myself I wish you hell, you hell, you hell And when you think about me like I know you do Remember I was