I'm at my house, I had a drink It's windy out so the walls are creaking Maybe someone's up there, I used to check every night Now I don't even lock the door I'm cutting slack, I'm going out I guess that's just what life's about If I heard a whisper I used to know it was you So I'll talk to the walls now And I know that I called without warning Wanted it to be a whirlwind on purpose, is that bad? Had to knock a few back to feel normal Shooting the shit like this isn't important, is that sad? Sad old me showed up with wet hair Like it didn't matter and I didn't care, oh Oh, oh, mm I'm in the car, I'm killing time Should I go in and guzzle a glass of wine? Sorry, is it rude to already be at the bar when you're not? I don't know, I don't know Overthinking, but it's okay Didn't think that I'd see the day No, I'm not even nervous Nothing hurts, just burn me at the stake 'Cause I know that I broke your heart But you could've guessed it from the start At least you picked the bar And I know that I called without warning Wanted it to be a whirlwind on purpose, is that bad? Had to knock a few back to feel normal Shooting the shit like this isn't important, is that sad? Sad old me showed up with wet hair Like it didn't matter and I didn't care, oh Oh, oh, mm Showed up with wet hair I assumed you were there but you weren't So I stood full of shit like I'm scared Some dude asked me my name What a rush, what a shame 'Cause I've been alone the whole time, I swear Then suddenly, you're like standing right there Your shirt's too big and you dyed your hair And you're taller than I can recall Like, when did you get so tall? You pull me in, only to pull away Did you have a clue we'd end up in bed With you begging me to stay? Ooh, ooh, uh Yeah, I once didn't want you I know that I called you I do what I want to, want to Yeah, I once didn't want you I know that I called you I do what I want to, want to Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Ooh, oh