Cried up on my makeup Soon as I left your place I'm plagued by your thought, your smile The look on your face So call me insecure But I don't wanna believe it You say you never wanted to leave me Thought that I'd get over it and I'd be just fine But God, I'm not You're still running circles through my mind Though call me indecisive I don't know what I want, but I think it's you Hope you want it too I thought it'd be easy to pack it up and say goodbye Like we didn't mean it But I'm lying, I'm lying Next to somebody else And I'm feeling and breathing Hey, you're all that's left for me to run and leave him 'Cause I'm lying when I say I'm fine without you Cried off on my makeup sitting here in my car Can't take another lookalike of you at the bar Go ahead and call me shallow, I could care less 'Cause it numbs the pain kissing some guy with your face But it never works, it still hurts just the same Imagining you instead of him, I slip up, say your name I thought it'd be easy, I'd get up and say goodbye Like we didn't mean it But I'm lying, I'm lying Somebody else I'm feeling, I'm breathing All the stuff I need to leave 'cause I am lying when I say I'm fine 'Cause it never works, it still hurts just the same You instead of him, I slip up to say your name I say I'm fine, but we both know I'm far from it But no, I'll just lie, say he's everything I wanted I thought it'd be easy to pack it up and say goodbye Like we didn't mean it But I'm lying, I'm Next to somebody else and feeling and breathing Hey, all that's left for me to not run and leave him 'Cause I am lying when I say I'm fine without you Fine without you I'm lying when I say I'm fine