Lemme be honest, this is a lot of truth I never got along with the current youth I graduated like none believed Run back now they can die to me I'll slip up and I'll say too much This has been overdue I could die today but it'd be okay 'cause I'd rather die than be you And I remember I had some crushes But they only to knew to crush me But it's funny now 'cause I found the one, and you still a fish in the sea And I'm so glad it worked out I found a love so true I hear the word pathetic, and I'll probably think about you And I have some friends that I lost They hate me now it's a shame Pulled the knife out of my back so much I got used to that pain So I cut em off with that blade You learn to hate and I'll live If there's one thing that you know me for, I don't forget or forgive It's just how I learned the game These people never will change They watch close and they happy till I swerve out of my lane 'Cause they want you here to be normal They want you down with them too If you told that you hated me I'd tell you yeah what's new But at least I'm staying true Came a long way from a couple views Still gotta good long way to go But I'm still so thankful too These enemies they lurking But the truth is all that I tell Your life is so pathetic that you looking forward to hell Well, disconnected my generation Know my name and my reputation Celebrating my resignation Finally seeing my destination Everybody they watching waiting What's the move that I'm finally making They worried now 'cause they want some fame This is all they got they hoping shaking World there on my shoulders It's been there for awhile And all I ever wanted was to make some people smile If my stories help em out If they feel the words I say If I help em through a night If I take em off to that place You know that place you go when you're lost But you sit down and hit play It almost feels like you're free now and you're finally taken away Yeah I know the feeling the best Been feeling that for some years It's so good to be smiling now 'cause I drowned in all of these tears Yeah I drowned in all of these fears I've known the dark for so long That I took my pain and problems and I put em into these songs Now they finally showing some love But I learned I didn't need it When you run back with that love I'll be happy if you just keep it