I force my way in To a derelict house Scared of being seen I lie on the floor A cut on my leg Where have I been Is there a lesson to be learned A sign I need to find Cause I'm losing my mind My fingernails are chewed My head is unscrewed I'm on a decline I confess I'm a mess I was perfectly fine last spring I'm undressed I'm possessed And there's nothing you can do All the light we cannot see is burning over me All the secret histories we bury in the deep Is it the end for me? I'm out of time, can't you see? Through the indigo chateau I'm running wild and free A mockingbird sings And yet I can't feel A single damn thing My blood is like rain Drifting away Running down stream Is there a place I need to be A friend I need to call Cause I'm running on empty I wish I could say It's only a phase But honestly, that would be a lie I confess I'm a mess I was perfectly fine last spring I'm undressed I'm possessed And there's nothing you can do All the light we cannot see is burning over me All the secret histories we bury in the deep Is it the end for me? I'm out of time, can't you see? Through the indigo chateau I'm running wild and free I don't think you understand I'm a shrinking wonderland Don't quite think you understand I'm about ready to crash land in the sand I'm looking for a little life I'm looking for somebody to love me I'm looking for deliverance I'm looking for a reason to break free Oh, do I have it in me Cause this is all I know I'm looking for a little life I'm looking for somebody to save me All the light we cannot see is burning over me All the secret histories we bury in the deep Is it the end for me? I'm out of time, can't you see? Through the indigo chateau I'm running wild and free