and in the morning after years have passed it seems oh even now to overwhelm me and in the stillness after life has passed it seems even now to grow like cancer and in the fallout after war days have passed it seems even now to keep from dying and there you are, going deep into and through me and there you are, keeping distant all who knew me and filling me with a new kind of life but it's one i never wanted, one i never imagined and even now, you send me reeling for you and i have been together much too long and though i drink my mind will not grow numb 'cause it's one i never wanted, one i never imagined and even now, you know I'm reeling for you and i have been together much to long much too long, don't you know oh and here we are, and here it goes again i know i've waited much too long i have weighed it all, delayed the fall but even so, even now… even…now… even…now… even…now… even…now… even…now… even…now…