I don't wanna fight anymore, with anyone 'Cause all the days are a golden shit for everyone I only have happiness when I'm alone But you don't run and stay with those shadows Everyone smiles like they mean it But we all lie and bleed in secret I walk through noise with hollow steps Nobody knows how loud it gets I talk but no one hears a word I say They laugh like I'm okay, but I decay Every smile I fake just breaks me more I close my eyes and hope I'm not here anymore I'm not tired, I'm just gone Breathing hurts when the nights are this long So let me drown inside my head Where all my thoughts just wish me dead Don't need a hug, don't want your light I sleep with pain, I wake with fright Your love was cold, your hands were fake You stayed for guilt, not for my sake I text and stare at empty screens Like I'm alive inside a dream I beg for peace in silent screams But even hell has softer themes I'm not broken, just forgot I fade in rooms where I once fought So let me drown inside my head Where all my thoughts just wish me dead Don't need a hug, don't want your light I sleep with pain, I wake with fright Your love was cold, your hands were fake You stayed for guilt, not for my sake And if I vanish, would you see? Or would you talk like I was free? I'm just a shadow you forgot A name you loved, then left to rot I don't wanna fight anymore Maybe I never, did at all This golden world's just painted shit And I'm too tired to handle it