You're the monster hidin' underneath my bed And I'm scared to face you like a little kid 'Cause it's always breakin' the dishes and punchin' through walls Screamin' and fightin', I cry in my car Every time you lose control, it's always my fault But after everything, I wish you well I hope you never feel the pain I felt After all the hell you gave, you taught me to take the blame And you should be ashamed of yourself And after everything, I wish you well I'm tryna find the parts of me you stole Your tendencies, they haunt me like a ghost And I don't know what I did to deserve any of this And God knows I don't owe you forgiveness But after everything, I wish you well I hope you never feel the pain I felt After all the hell you gave, you taught me to take the blame And you should be ashamed of yourself And after everything, I wish you well I wish you well I wish you well I can't stomach the fact that I stayed there with you (Stayed there with you) After everything that you put me through Honestly, it would be easier if I could hate you But after everything, I wish you well I hope you never feel the pain I felt After all the hell you gave, you taught me to take the blame And you should be ashamed of yourself And after everything, I wish you well I wish you well I wish you well I wish you well And after everything, I wish you well