Quiet as it's kept I'm at my lowest without you And I don't even sleep anymore I just stay up and rock Knowing it's all for real this time Driving my life off the same cliff You did Where have you been I figured we'd both bleed out together And I know it's useless But the truth is I only lie when I say that I'm over you I burned the house down I threw my baby out with the bath water At crosswalks I slow down Closing my eyes on the freeway Walk right into the ocean There is no gun That could kill me fast enough There is no one I'd rather die for