I feel addicted to a love that never lived I play pretend in bed, it's like you never left Think it's worse in the morning It's like I'm in mourning, but you're coming over later Fuck, I want to ignore it I'm sick from the drinking, but here I go, another shot I'm fucked up waiting for you to come And sit with me, just chat, you can play with my hair I swear I'm having fun Don't go, you can have every bit of my kingdom of shit I just want it to be Like when I had a personality Remember when I made you laugh As much as you made me die? You are my suicide