I open the app like a bad habit Still expecting you to be mad about something Your @ feels like a ghost town And I hate how quiet it is You used to tweet like you were bleeding Jokes sharp enough to keep us breathing Ratios turned into confessionals You made the mess feel professional I'd scroll and feel less insane Like someone else felt it the same I saw myself in every post Every I'm fine that meant the most If I felt it, you felt it deeper We were both running from the same fever Are you finally weightless now, Taylor? 'Cause I was chasing silence too Nicole, your name still hits me sober Like I'm staring at the truth I knew that pull, I felt that pressure Same escape, different nights You logged out trying to feel better Now you're written in my mind Written in my mind Still refreshing, still– No new tweets, and it feels illegal Like the world kept going but missed the sequel Your drafts died with your phone Now the timeline's on its own I catch myself wanting to reply To jokes you'll never write I saw myself in every post Every I'm fine that meant the most If I felt it, you felt it deeper We were both running from the same fever Are you finally weightless now, Taylor? 'Cause I was chasing silence too Nicole, your name still hits me sober Like I'm staring at the truth I knew that pull, I felt that pressure Same escape, different nights You logged out trying to feel better Now you're written in my mind I don't wanna glamorize the pain I just wanna say I knew your face When the jokes stop working And the quiet feels unsafe Are you finally weightless now, Taylor? 'Cause I was chasing silence too Nicole, your name still hits me sober Like I'm staring at the truth I knew that pull, I felt that pressure Same escape, different nights You logged out trying to feel better Now you're written in my mind Written in my mind Still refreshing, still–