I just want to be alone inside I just want to feel alone These days I just wanna feel the pain And make all these mistakes Fucking terrifying to cave into Myself even though I need Draining and resetting my mind So I can start all over again Stacking thoughts Sharing worlds It’s good to just feel something It scares me when it’s real Cause it’s when you let go And dedicate yourself to go through all of it Poisonous to stay for too long Cause loneliness can be your best friend But it can be your worst friend too I just want to be in silence Most dangerous thing a human could do I just want to be silent To observe what’s really going on So peaceful inside this madness Observing and absorbing everything Fuel so I can start running Dilemmas I carry everyday Stacking thoughts Sharing worlds It’s good to just feel something It scares me when it’s real Cause it’s when you let go And dedicate yourself to go through all that Poisonous to stay for too long Cause loneliness can be your best friend But it can be your worst friend too