I'm scared I haven't cried I had a dream last night It was so tender It broke my heart Real as an open wound Want to actually live Through new things That makes us feel alive Can't help to feel alone To not see the road Desperate to get somewhere safe Where I can be myself So full of flaws No one even knows Shaking through my heart Shivers that can't stop Wish it was real You to be here Stuff to be done And a life I don’t own Can't help to feel alone To not see the road Desperate to get somewhere safe Where I can be myself So blinded by blue It's flooding my soul Consumed by a truth Just want to feel love So blinded by blue It's flooding my soul Consumed by a truth Just want to feel love I'm trying to reach out I'm trying speak loud To say that I need help I'm feeling wrong I'm needing love I don't know why this feels like home But no one’s listening Can't help to feel alone To not see the road Desperate to get somewhere safe Where I can be myself