I sit next to you, you look the other way You saw me falter for one second of the day Why am I so invisible to you? Sometimes I hate you more than you could ever hate yourself But I love you, would do anything for you You don't even see that I'm in pain Frustration became humiliation Waiting outside for you in the pouring rain What's left of my self worth you crushed it in your hand Wicked game to torture me because you can You toy with me then pull back We're never synched in time, we blew that The sad thing I've done the same before to someone else I tried so hard to be someone, I never was nobody I tried too hard to play this game, I never was the winner