That's the problem None of them really care No one knows how much you bleed I fight my demons every day But it feels like an endless and losing battle I feel like an hourglass almost running out My sanity is at risk They smile fake but I know worse Wasting away in a soulless shell My room is my safe haven But also my curse If the world wants to bring me down I'll bring them all down first I don't deserve, I don't deserve this shit I feel like the hill is coming But I'm running out of time to give up So I'm gonna let my sanity fall I've medicated myself again I feel like I'm slowly killing myself I I feel like I'm suffocating again I see I'm about to fall into the abyss These fucking medications are killing me I feel like deep down I'm getting paranoid I'm ready for the massacre This world is going to bleed and burn Inside my mind I'm losing again With every step I feel the power and the hate I feel like I'm slowly going crazy But more and more I see that I'm on the edge of madness People judge you but they don't know what you have to go through to survive I'm so insane that I gave up on my friends I don't even want to be around my family This world is eating away at my pure and kind nature It makes me see every bad part that exists That's why I don't deserve this, I don't deserve To be in this sick game of survival Crossing the line of perspective Real life will bring you down If you It's not strong, but if it doesn't work Just give in to the madness, and end this shit Let's take justice for ourselves No one's gonna save us from this pain I've medicated myself again I feel like I'm slowly killing myself I feel like I'm suffocating myself again I see I'm about to fall into the abyss These fucking medications are killing me I feel like deep down I'm getting paranoid I'm ready for the slaughter This world will bleed and burn Inside my mind I'm losing again (Again) (Again) Sanity is gone, along with happiness Madness is inside, I'm gonna do it I'm out of sanity (laugh) On the edge of the abyss ready for it I feel like it's the only way to see life Through this fake scenario they create Nothing is perfect unless you make it perfect Yeah I'm insane I've medicated myself again I feel like I'm slowly killing myself I feel like I'm suffocating myself again I can see I'm about to fall into the abyss These fucking medications are killing me I feel like deep down I'm getting paranoid I'm ready for the slaughter This world is gonna bleed and burn Inside my mind I'm losing again I've medicated myself again I feel like I'm killing myself again I trusted this world, now I'm lost I medicated myself Now I'm lost On the edge of insanity This is how I'm gonna play Insanely!