What did you just say? I like a boy How could you like my personality? Can you not read through toxicity? I wanna hold you tight But the guilt is on I can't see what you're envisioning But I'm starting to feel a different side of me Using all my strength now not to run Finding out what you're talking about Could be fun Finding out what you're talking about Could be fun Went all in tonight, did I fuck it up? He keeps calling And I keep hanging up Tryna play it cool, but the jig is up Finding out what you're talking about Could be fun Finding out what you're talking about Could be fun Been running from you since I was seventeen Could have probably used the extra therapy But now you're here And I don't wanna give it up Gluing my feet down Put my hands in cuffs My heart's racing now Suck in fear and doubt Tryna catch myself Tryna catch myself Went all in tonight, did I fuck it up? He keeps calling And I keep hanging up Tryna play it cool, but the jig is up Cause finding out what you're talking about Could be fun And maybe I'm more than just a bit of fun