Spending too much time out in California And for all this time I'll be waiting for you Will you call me a cab so I can finally get back? Never felt that, I've never felt that Always the same from the inside Wanted to change, it took a big fight Call it a bluff, you'll see it real time Wish I could see it's been a rough ride I swear I tried I swear I tried Got a fragile heart, always thought you knew that And you said from the start: Guess that's how we do that Know you're stuck in the past, you're tired of living so fast It's not the plan You wouldn't understand Always the same from the inside Wanted to change, it took a big fight Call it a bluff, you'll see it real time Wish I could see it's been a rough ride I swear I tried I swear I tried Keepin' it quiet till I hit back And I know they won't listen till I start to crack And I pick up the pieces of what they left And I know Keepin' it quiet till I hit back And I know they won't listen till I start to crack And I pick up the pieces of what they left And I know They'll never know They'll never know They'll never know They'll never know