Feeling afraid of falling down a second past I need you to say you know that it's just in my head What would I do? The feelings seem so consequential I know you don't mean it And I know myself Oh, it's strange you feel this way Older, I'm bipolar And the weather's getting colder Reading the news, you know I just can't grasp it Try not to lose it and use it like I used my meds Craving the day where I don't have to feel like this I know you don't mean it And I know myself Oh, it's strange you feel this way You're older I'm not sober And the weather's getting colder Need you to stay, you make me better Easy to say, but I'll write you a letter I'll write you a letter Feeling kind of free I know you know me But then I know myself Oh, it's strange you feel this way You're older I'm not sober And the weather's getting colder Need you to stay, you make me better Easy to say, but I'll write you a letter I'll write you a letter