Sleeping in on Saturday Just to keep the world ten miles away Another time, another place Maybe I would try self-isolate The coffee is colder And time is slipping through Slipping through Put me on your pedestal 'Cause I'm the queen of self-control I'll smile when life hits the wall But inside I'm afraid Even in the great abyss It's the year of the optimist I'm never gonna grow up, baby I'm just gonna change I can't prevent anything (anything) And that makes me want to have it all Another high, another low Another blow would make my world fall In the outside Hold steady Internal turbulence Turbulence Put me on your pedestal 'Cause I'm the queen of self-control I'll smile when life hits the wall But inside, I'm afraid Even in the great abyss It's the year of the optimist I'm never gonna grow up, baby I'm just gonna change Put me on your pedestal 'Cause I'm the queen of self-control I'll smile when life hits the wall But inside, I'm afraid Even in the great abyss It's the year of the optimist I'm never gonna grow up, baby I'm just gonna change No, I'm never gonna grow up, baby Never gonna grow up, baby Never gonna grow up, baby I'm just gonna change