These are the thoughts I never spoke Carved behind my blank stare A childhood lie that still choke Buried alive in my despair I was born here to break my will With their names in my hands still I can hear every voice crying for mercy Every last fragile spark grows thirsty Just see my state, I can't escape Walls keep notes of every scar earned Room of mirrors where the edges burn Counting faults like teeth, I cannot chew Undermined thoughts, pull me under the flood A tidal grief made of rust and blood Undermined thoughts, collecting the broken and lost To display their slow descent into void I want to hug you one last time Fuck! I want to forgive you, but I can't Every lie you left now clings to me Death is all he thinks about Maybe this is the only salvation Maybe this is the only route Maybe death is the fucking solution Undermined thoughts, pull me under the flood Trapped in the ruins where sorrow stood Undermined thoughts, collecting the broken and lost To watch them fade slowly at any cost I am the wound, I am the hurt