Price of pleasure long-denied A slow and painful death Necrosis of my very soul I'm running out of breath Don't mourn My self-inflicted end This plane of mortality I transcend As I pass away Terror grips my heart As my body goes into shock I see death is inevitable And curse my wretched luck But life itself Is slipping through my grasp Humiliation wracks me As I breathe my last Not breathing I'm choking on thin air Screaming But nobody can hear Drowning In an ocean I can't see My own body is trying to kill me Slip into unconsciousness Collapse into despair My cold hands clawing at my throat But I'm all out of air Not breathing I'm choking on thin air Screaming But nobody can hear Drowning In an ocean I can't see My own body has disposed of me It's killing me