I don't feel like a man A racing thought, the wreckage is irreversible And still I search for something heavier In the nightmare, that is my every thought I'll take the grief you can keep the fear I don’t feel like a man I could walk in any place and turn it upside down with my mind I get stronger the longer I'm away Your hand aches, I tried, I tried, I tried Some things can't be stopped without a police state Bad word took a turn and I ended up face down in the dirt There's nothing like being right or like being first There's always another monster lurking in the earth If you dig you're sure to find what you're looking for There I remain, did you think I'd be prettier? I can't help it if I'm the one the worms prefer I don't feel like a man