Here I am again Bound and confined to this dark and dementing cell Archaic matrix of penance Their wailing howl emitting out of every brick erodes the grout And from beyond their glowing threat and whispered waiting melts Awake my memories like thawing meat That no brain can understand Shelter designated by the spiritual master How close every heart beat and movement Wrenching crawling tunneling in through my sleepless terror Senses exacerbated in blindness Any and all notion of time forgotten Forced inside this second skin They run all over me, these creepy intruders As I drown in comfortable darkness Calm yet violent dark yet vibrant Cursed closet I can't escape from Serving a ceaseless silent sentence Endlessly I will endure this unattainable endeavor In this thick of fog that no forgiving ray of light may enter Forever Nothing, nothing left to fear Deprived of every fucking thing Nothing, nothing left to fear There's nothing left to fear What runs inside no longer belongs to me Organic bonds keep me prisoner A viscous cord trying to purify what was never infected Nothing, nothing left to fear Deprived of every fucking thing Nothing, nothing left to fear There's nothing left to fear Absence of choice, reality remove