I felt it from the start Things had never been so dark Something's rotting in your heart Something feels so wrong Waiting but I'm not that strong Signs have been there all along I don't wanna talk 'Cause I'm sick of feeling crazy I don't wanna hear Your excuses, no more maybe I don't wanna be I don't wanna be here But I cannot leave I don't want to believe it But history, it still repeats I'm your black, bla-black widow Your black, bla-black wi-widow I don't want to believe it But history, it still repeats I'm your black, bla-black widow Your black widow Darkness pushing through When it comes to me and you Still don't know what to do Trapped and feeling lost Calling out but I've become The prey and you're the host I don't wanna talk 'Cause I'm sick of feeling crazy I don't wanna hear Your excuses, no more maybe I don't wanna be I don't wanna be here But I cannot leave I don't want to believe it But history, it still repeats I'm your black, bla-black widow Your black, bla-black wi-widow I don't want to believe it But history, it still repeats I'm your black, bla-black widow Your black widow