I didn't mean for this to happen It's not in my control It's like something takes me over Gets a grip around my soul I float above my body Watch it from afar And try to make some sense of How things got so dark I'm out of my head But I won't let you Pull me back to the ground again I'll stay here instead In this self-destructive Hell I've been living in I'm out of my head I wage a secret battle With the stranger in the mirror Stare at the reflection Of what I've grown to fear I know I should confront it It's easier to hide Than run the risk of failing So I don't even try I'm out of my head But I won't let you Pull me back to the ground again I'll stay here instead In this self-destructive Hell I've been living in I'm out of my head I'm out of my head I remember when I used to Be someone I liked Now I spend my days Afraid I'll never get it right Will I ever get it right? I'm out of my head But I won't let you Pull me back to the ground again I'll stay here instead In this self-destructive Hell I've been living in I'm out of my head