Driving back to Philadelphia but there's nothing for me there Now the books would say that's romance but I don't even care I just want someone to look at me the way my father looks at nature A cataclysmic revelation, an over exaggeration I wanna rip my world apart What's it gonna take to restart? I came alive in the fire tonight and I dance on the streets of this town I railed against everything they taught me But I wouldn't burn it down What's wrong with a little rebellion? What's the point of getting paid? I spend a quarter of my income Just to say what I have to say It's relentless, oblivion, it's a cosmic, insignificance If nothing matters that I think that it's alright It's impossible we're here at the same time I track dirt into my parents' house I see the good in my dog's eyes She doesn't know how big the world is But she'd never leave my side I wanna rip my world apart What's it gonna take to restart? I wanna run until I drop What's gonna make my heart stop? I run my fingers through the water, I slam my head against the concrete I keep a replica Colt 45 Between my mattress and box spring But I know that the end is coming I can feel it closing in And if no one's actually out there Then I'm all alone in this I wanna rip my world apart What's it gonna take to restart? I wanna run until I drop What's gonna make my heart stop?