Victimized, paralyzed, by the thoughts you seem moralize and consent Whose thoughts are we here to prevent? Oh, I try so hard yet it won't help me My lies within me like one ton sunken concrete Happiness just isn't a part of me Is flattering myself just cheap activity? Shallow lies, indiscrete adversitiles Say am I what I am? Compensate my missing self-respect with flaws Do I hate what I hate? I will have to swallow my pride I am what I perpetrate? Redraw my fault! Say am I what I am? Consistent cries, directly demoralize Do I hate what I hate? The core emptiness of my heart I am what I perpetrate? Results in insecurity Just can't erase it away See my eyes It's myself I despise Is this a serious case of bad karma? You think I'm not that kind (oh you wish) Am I in control of my sordid little brain? Determine if I'm dumb or insane Shallow lies, indiscrete adversitiles Say am I what I am? Compensate my missing self-respect with flaws Do I hate what I hate? I will have to swallow my pride I am what I perpetrate? Redraw my fault! Say am I what I am? Consistent cries, directly demoralize Do I hate what I hate? The core emptiness of my heart I am what I perpetrate? Results in insecurity Just can't erase it away See my eyes It's myself I despise