I am confused and obsessive, why’s this so hard? I am staggeringly intent on fucking all of this up Will you use me? Use me! Please get your fix You’ll be gone in the morning, please get your fix I am confused, conflicted, why’s this so hard? I am contorted in my vision, why’s this so hard? There is comfort in silence, all talk is weight I'm conscious I have made too many fucking mistakes I am a void, a prison, the source of my hate I am blaming my condition on all of my mistakes I am, holy hell, why’s this so hard? I am avoiding the solution 'cause I love sabotage I am done If you give me the chance, wait till I'm home I’ll be back in the highs if you forgive those lows I am comfortably wasted, comfortably numb I am so out of touch, I am all of the above I am twisted, sister, cat got your tongue? You are the only one I need 'cause you’re all of the above I am confused, conflicted, why’s this so hard I am avoiding the solution 'cause I love sabotage I am done Wait All of this All of this All of this