Life of sadness has not been the same What I've felt I don't feel the same way Life of madness takes over me Blooming hatred is all I have left Life's collapsing, mine and theirs I have hatred to myself and to them There is no way I can escape The wish to murder all of them To rip off their heads To slit their throats To blow their brains out And to dance on their bones I'm a worthless, useless human So are you Years of suffering had turned into something different Stronger, more meaningful An absolute hatred Towards everything And everyone