When a lump of sugar melted consciousness was regained resting was hard work.. coz here was the only whereabouts a pitch black room it satisfied me i was on a high like gettings cracks it was scared to strain my eyes all smeed to loathe me there was no change the sky had no change i was falling on my head i've sustained it anytime i couldnt take it anymore you got that right the hole in my mind is not buried indefinitely wasted life i regret it like fury still I wish... what have you done! nobody else had words to chasten nobody listened my heart nobody else had words to chasten my mind everyday...anytime.. i'm walking in desire i'm walking a cry.. still I wish (in) a pitch black room..