It's too quiet My mind fills the silence Pointing out everything wrong Every thought I've been running from, hm I start thinking And then the floodgates open Me and the voice in my head Starting all the same arguments, hmm Could someone please just make it stop I get anxious 'bout being anxious Angry that I get mad at myself Why do I do this to myself All these feelings I'm pushing under Spiral and fuel each other, it's hell The more I hold it all in the more I can't As I feel it all feed feed back My body Must be trying to tell me something Sending me bright red flags That there's something I gotta change But I never take the blame for my circumstances The world is out to get me I don't understand it There must be something wrong with me I feel everything at full volume, top speed Could someone please just cut me off I get anxious 'bout being anxious Angry that I get mad at myself Why do I do this to myself All these feelings I'm pushing under Spiral and fuel each other, it's hell The more I hold it all in the more I can't And I feel it all feed feed back I wish there a magic trick Or some kinda secret switch I could flip when it gets like this Put it all on pause 'Cause it's all too much Even when there's nothing wrong I always overthink it all As soon as I swear I'm doing better I get anxious 'bout being anxious Angry that I get mad at myself Why do I do this to myself