Weight of the day starts right away I can't remember my first name With arms on my chest, pretending to rest Just like I did all those past nights Hiding inside, shut all the blinds The Sun it's so, so loud Hard as I try, the hope in my eyes Just know that take a miracle Let me in I wanted to do it for me Let me in I wanted to do it for me Let me in I wanted to do it I wanted to do it Sick in the face, and I'm lost in a place That I swear that I've been here just a year before Dying inside just to keep 'em alive And I think I really lost 'em Let me it I wanted to do it for me Let me in I wanted to do it for me Let me in I wanted to do it I wanted to do it I wanted to be a human I wanted to be there for you too Learning the same, day after day And it goes over and over again Me and the light are returning tonight I guess we'll try tomorrow