I am stuck in this moment This moment in time I try to fight it but I am lost I smile away all the people And I try to sleep, but I cry As I find a way I walk to the doorway Feel their eyes around me My mind is racing my time is coming near They run, they try to hide Hold me down from deep inside Help me find a way to feel again I remember, the smoke was in the air The cries of a child, reaching out and pleading desperately I never feared tomorrow I never feared the night Time is the only freedom That I hold onto I fear the face of realty Shows me that I'm real They turn the lights off And all I have is a window I see the fire, I feel the warmth again I try to realize, it’s done I’ve been victimized Take me to a place where I can heal