I created this thing in my mind. Looking at it now I don't see why. I threw away everything I had and "greener pastures" is just a lie. I realize all these things now that it's too late. I guess that's part of the price I gotta pay. I betrayed myself when I betrayed you. I threw my life away the day I turned my back on you. I turned and ran away. I turned and ran away from the truth, the truth in everything. Everything we used to do. I never had reason to doubt you. I loved everything about you. If I could just take it back I would. I threw my life away the day I turned my back on you. Believing my own lies, I lost myself and I lost everythiing. If I could just take it back I would. I threw my life away the day I turned my back on you.